DUH.
What a STUPID mistake.
Oh well, it wasn't meant to happen if she weren't there anyway.
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Showing posts with label lagi esmosi. Show all posts
Monday, May 4, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Argh..It Gives Me Butterflies..
Rasanya aneh. I know it's not the first time I lost, tapi rasanya gak enak BANGET.
*waktu: lomba debat bahasa inggris antar sma yang diadakan universitas atmajaya yogyakarta fakultas hukum, hari sabtu dan minggu tanggal 25-26 April*
Aku masih inget perkataan adju waktu verbal. Masih terngiang-ngiang sampe sekarang.
"you haven't deepened your analyse, and you didn't explain why diplomacy is better than armed aggression. And that is why the opposition side of the house failed to clarify its position rather than the affirmative side of the house"
aku inget banget, clearly. kayak video yg kamu rewind trus menerus. Dan bagian itu di slow motion. I can't get it outta ma head! oh damn, nginget2 prkataan adju nya gives me butterflies.
Why, you asked? Well, because when he said that he was looking at ME. Yes, he was looking at me! oh shoot, it was my fault we lost..maafkan aku atina..rahma..i let you down..
Pas pengumuman siapa yg masuk semi, muke kite langsung pada muram.
"sma 9 versus sma 5, with unanimous decision, the winner is...sma 5!"
Begitulah pengumumannya. Aku langsung mikir, Jeez, he WAS talking about me! Atina probably thought about the money we lost, i am sorry atina..kita gak dapet duitnya..kamu gak bisa benerin kameranya.. dan Rahma? Gak perlu ditanya. Dia pasti lagi pengen pipis waktu itu.
Hikshiks..i am so sorry..
The next time I go to a debate competition, I have to do my best!!! Aku gak bakalan setengah2 kyk kemaren! Cuman gara2 takut debatnya jadi debat mekanisme, aku jadi gak jelasin benefits n effects nya!!! Aku bakalan lebih berapi-api waktu lagi speech!!! Aku gak bakalan lupa nyampein argumen lagi!!!! Aku gak bakalan under time lagi!!! Aku gak bakalan grogi lagi krn lawan punya reputasi lagi!!! HARUS!!
*waktu: lomba debat bahasa inggris antar sma yang diadakan universitas atmajaya yogyakarta fakultas hukum, hari sabtu dan minggu tanggal 25-26 April*
Aku masih inget perkataan adju waktu verbal. Masih terngiang-ngiang sampe sekarang.
"you haven't deepened your analyse, and you didn't explain why diplomacy is better than armed aggression. And that is why the opposition side of the house failed to clarify its position rather than the affirmative side of the house"
aku inget banget, clearly. kayak video yg kamu rewind trus menerus. Dan bagian itu di slow motion. I can't get it outta ma head! oh damn, nginget2 prkataan adju nya gives me butterflies.
Why, you asked? Well, because when he said that he was looking at ME. Yes, he was looking at me! oh shoot, it was my fault we lost..maafkan aku atina..rahma..i let you down..
Pas pengumuman siapa yg masuk semi, muke kite langsung pada muram.
"sma 9 versus sma 5, with unanimous decision, the winner is...sma 5!"
Begitulah pengumumannya. Aku langsung mikir, Jeez, he WAS talking about me! Atina probably thought about the money we lost, i am sorry atina..kita gak dapet duitnya..kamu gak bisa benerin kameranya.. dan Rahma? Gak perlu ditanya. Dia pasti lagi pengen pipis waktu itu.
Hikshiks..i am so sorry..
The next time I go to a debate competition, I have to do my best!!! Aku gak bakalan setengah2 kyk kemaren! Cuman gara2 takut debatnya jadi debat mekanisme, aku jadi gak jelasin benefits n effects nya!!! Aku bakalan lebih berapi-api waktu lagi speech!!! Aku gak bakalan lupa nyampein argumen lagi!!!! Aku gak bakalan under time lagi!!! Aku gak bakalan grogi lagi krn lawan punya reputasi lagi!!! HARUS!!
Saturday, April 18, 2009
I mean, you don't have to read this. Really. Ini cuman isi pikiranku yg lgi kayak benang kusut gara2 PMS
sumpah deh. minggu2 ini lagi nyebeliiin banget. i don't even know where to start. oke, bsok aku study tour ke bandung dan barusan aku dapet. tadi aku sama temenku pergi ke fakultas kdokteran ugm buat daftar seminar gtu, eh malah aku disalah2in. aku sms cpnya, nnya gmna daftarnya. ktanya dsuruh dtg langsung ke fk. yaudah aku ya lgsung ksana. tmenku gk mau klo ksna sndiri, jadinya bareng. trus nyampe sana, panitianya malah gk ada. yg ada tuh mantan panitianya. orgnya tuh bingung, trus pda nyalah2in aku. karena aku yg ngontak cpnya. ya jgn salahin aku dong, aku aja dsuru ke sna ma dia..sumpah rasanya bete bgt. rasanya dklas jg lg gk enak bgt. auranya dngiiin bgt.. kta tuh sklas, tp kyk gk sklas. bner2 bda dunia. kyknya kta sklas tuh bner2 gk bs dsatuin. like a glass of oil and water, even if u mix it until the end of the world, u can not get it mixed. kyak situasi klasku skg, mo sratus taun kita idup bsma, kta gk akn bs bsatu.
tpi gk tau jga ya, ini cman pikiran seorg ank brumur tjuhblas taun yg lg pms en dapet
tpi gk tau jga ya, ini cman pikiran seorg ank brumur tjuhblas taun yg lg pms en dapet
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