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Aaah it's been a while since I last write on this blog. Things get a little hectic after college kicked in. New people, new things to learn. There are definitely ups and downs, and I still try to live with it. I ain't gonna lie that it was easy; it was hard, and it still is. I need to pull a few strings together to get a hang of things.

Sooo, college life. haha feels weird. I'm still a bit kooky with college life even though it's been going on for 3 months. It's so busy and tiring, and exhausting. I thought high school was tough. I mean, it was tough but it wasn't all tiring as college. I don't know why, but it feels draining me. Almost everyday I got home at noon, and for some occasions I could be very - very - late (late, like, 10 or 11 PM). The subjects are tougher than high school. I have no private teacher to run to if I get confused with some physics problem. And everyone is practically fighting for themselves, so I can't rely on their help. God this is so different from high school.

I had mid-term last week, and one delayed because of the ashes from Merapi. What I can tell you about mid-term is that it was such. a. catastrophe. I felt like a moron! My friends looked as if they could do those tests in a snap, but me? neeeeeeeeever gonna happen! urgh gosh I felt like I was the odd one out -_- how can they be so smart, but I can't? I have to fight hard to get their result, but they don't. It's not faaaair -____-

Aside from that, college friends are fun. They're very different people from my high school friends. That means adapting and learning new stuff. Learning their language and culture, it excites me haha. But there are some people that I haven't clicked with yet. I can only hope that I get along with everyone, no geng2an lah.

hmmmm what else to share.... No, I'm not gonna share anything about lovey-dovey here. There's enough exposure from facebook and twitter, so don't think about it muahahha

okay maybe that's it from me, see you in a jiff! ciao!